Ridiculous. Ridiculously ridiculous. This is insanity. No, this is stupidity. There is no fool that will remain in such a state yet I linger within this shell. Do I break out? Should I break out? I should very well crush it to bits so I don't have a reason to turn back anymore, right? Right. It should be that way. It should've always, always been that way.

And why the fuck do I constantly see him around when I DON'T want to now?