because there will come a day where i lose complete faith in myself and break into nothing

i will speak honestly how i feel. there is no denial when i berate myself because all is true. i understand the degree of my incompetence. for the greater good, i will not mind it.

refusal to accept failure.

or have i already accepted it without knowing?

or have i already known that i've accepted failure and chose to allow it to be part of me?